"Disappointment has always been one of my favorites and the central line "I can't find my memory anywhere" poses Dick's question about human vs android consciousness. It captures the dislocated feeling of not being sure if you are even a "genuine" person or a "genuine fake"(a direct quote from Dick.) While your senses are occupied by empty rituals and vague reassurances, you can't find yourself in your surroundings, are they just a stage set?"


Well said